Dec 11
Cutting The Right Wire
So..
It's almost Christmas, and I can't really say that it's the best time of year for me, it's not always the best time, but it's time.. And time is something I really don't like right now. Pisses me right off. Why?
I guess God hates me.
I've been put in charge of my Film Festival at my school, and it's been a load of shit, considering most of my class is a bunch of slackers, like I can be when it comes to AutoCad. I don't really like schoolwork, but I gotta get started sometime.. I think I ain't gonna pass this year.
Oh well..
Maybe I can pull up a second class next year, not sure on everything yet.
I'm pulling the strings of my mentality here, as I continue to struggle through life. Pushing and pulling, back and forth, and it's all complete with the force of no technology.
That's right, I have no internet access.
Reason 1.
Computer died.
Reason 2.
Xbox ran out.
Reason 3.
Laptop is missing.
Not to mention my current financial situation is going out the fucking window. There's not much I can say about that, but I feel as if though I keep letting people down. It's a very strong feeling, especially since my social life has gone down the fucking tube.
And I feel even worse about my love life..
I feel as though I left her down, I hurt her, and there isn't anything I can do..
No more special moments between us..
No more anything.
And it's all.
My.
Fault.
I let my friends down, and ultimately myself.
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Comment by solking, Dec 13 2008, 02:06 PM
suck it up and grow some balls
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Comment by Sazzy, Dec 17 2008, 08:36 PM
^ Well I wouldn't word it like that.
Kyle seriously, if you ever need to off load stuff then just freaking Email me!! and I mean it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I don't get any emails from you about anything and everything then I am just going to keep bugging you. You are like my adoptive son ( hehehehe ) so talk to me, please!!!! - Add new comment:
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