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The Black Hearted Beast rises to the skies only to be burned by the sun.

"I'll rip my skin and tear my flesh. I'll dig a hole into my chest. This pain is mine alone to bear. All to see if my heart is there."

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Nov 5

Index V: Why Your Life Is Better Than Mine

My problems have always been my own. I always deal with them by myself. I have always done so. Most of the time no one ever knows what is going on in my head. For once I'm going to really share something.

By now (if you don't already know) you must be wondering why I haven't been around. The answer is simple. 3 weeks ago my computer permanently crashed and fixing it would cost more than buying a new one. So thats when my beautiful fiance Sarah suggested buying me a new one. It took a few days but we picked out a beautiful model for a very reasonable price. This beast would be a dream come true to have. So it was paid for and was on its way. I took every precaution possible to make sure that I would receive my package. I spoke with the sender literally every day for a week until it arrived. But who would have thought that FedEx would actually take the laptop out of the box and give me an empty box.

That's right. I got an empty box. I was already going through computer withdrawl and I was more excited than a kid waiting for Christmas day. In one instant my whole dream was crushed. I was going to use that laptop to get my A+ certification which would help me get a great IT job. And it was taken away from me by some greedy bastard who drives a truck.

Its been 3 weeks since my rig went down. There is nothing I can do. I called FedEX multiple times but until I receive the paper work that needs to be signed my hands are tied.

So once again my life has been ruiined by some outside force that I cannot control. The story of my life.

But don't worry about my feelings. I've become so dead inside that things like this don't even bother me anymore. Its just something I should regularly expect.
Posted Nov 5 2008, 12:34 PM · 3 comments
  1. Comment by Zero Enix, Nov 5 2008, 12:46 PM
    seriously fucked up dude I'd kick that drivers ass
  2. Comment by Sazzy, Nov 5 2008, 12:57 PM
    Don't worry baby, we will get you that laptop even if I have stumble my way to FedEx head office and a lot of people's head off!!

    And your not dead inside you just too numb to even care at the moment, just like anyone else would if FedEx stole something of theirs during delivery.

    I love you and I will help beat them up ;)
  3. Comment by Silent Angel, Nov 7 2008, 10:28 AM
    You should contact Help Me Howard?
    That literally sucks arse though, I mean seriously.
    I'm sorry and I hope it gets resolved ASAP.
    As for the jerk off who stole it, I hope he gets what he deserves >_>;
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